songs



The Same Way

It's ok that you left

I'm sure there was nothing else to say

As I asked you took your luggage and went away

We used to take different trains every morning

but I always thought we'd come back

the same way

If I see you again

would I be the same as I am

Or would I slide easily back in the role I took by your side

Would I be, suddenly aware of my voice, the tone it takes

Or how my hair falls by the side of my face

Would you see me as you once did

Would I doubt it all just by your presence

And you always were hard to reach

but as far as you were I could at least touch your hand

Though I tell myself over and over

you could not be kept by anyone at all

I still can't help but wonder if I had been some other way

had my hair fallen differently by the side of my face

would you have chosen

would you have chosen

the same way



Joanne

She drove from Minnesota with a guitar in the back.

She was in a rush and that was all she could pack.

She grabbed her car and she headed down

that old country road.

He woke up in the morning to see Joanne had gone.

He racked his mind and thought "what has gone wrong?"

He grabbed his smokes and he followed her down

that country road.


And he said "Joanne, sing to me

'cause you're the prettiest thing that I have ever seen.

I know you're sad I know you're mad

I know I've done wrong

but please Joanne, sing to me."


She rolled down all the windows,

turned on her favorite song.

She racked her mind and thought "where do I belong?

If this is freedom then why do I feel so confined?"

She broke down on the highway as soon as it got dark.

She asked the Lord to give her one last spark

"'cause these fires of inspiration, well,

they're gettin' very dim."


And he said "Joanne, believe in me.

Forgive yourself as I have done for thee.

I know you're sad I know you're mad

I know you feel wronged

but please Joanne, believe in me."



Where I Began

I'm too tired to fight right now

Too tired to worry about shoulds and should-nots

I've no more proof I've not yet offered

to show you're the one that I adore


La de dum de dum da de dum

La de dum, la di da dum


I've been bad but you've been worse

It's no excuse but I'm lost for words

I'd shun you, I'd yell at you straight

but it doesn't hold your gravity's weight


La de dum de dum da de dum

La de dum, la di da dum


What is is what is

and who I am is who I am

I've worked too long and hard

to go back where I began



Ireland to Me

If I could live by the Galway bay

with a house made of stone, a red door, and a fireplace

I'd sit outside and watch the swans swim away

If I, if I, could stay

If you were here with me

we'd sit and talk about our memories

how our tent flooded in Dingle

how we sat for hours in the pastures naming cows

Do you remember George?

How he ate right out of my hand?

Do you remember how the rain didn't faze us

because it made the green of this land


If I could play guitar on the streets

just get by on a euro a beat

I swear I could do that forever

if you were here with me

If I never see you again

could you send me the scent of your skin?

So I, I can remember all the green of your eyes

and how this land became them


You're Ireland to me

You are Ireland to me

I know no other country

You are Ireland to me



Chocolate Milk

Dry your eyes kids, can't you see this is

somethin' that must now come

I am tired, I am ready

so take my love to carry on

Don't you know I will always be here

with your father by my side

We will hold you when you are cryin'

We'll be dancing gigues with you

at Christmas time

I don't need pity, I've only one glass to fill

One more request, one more sweetness

All I want before I go

is chocolate milk


I am honored to be a part of this

wondrous family tree

All the laughter and all the music

will be my joy of eternity

Don't you know I was welcomed kindly

by Mary Lou and my brother Tom

The Lord he gave me a gift to greet me

do you know what it was?

I don't need pity, I've only one glass to fill

He smiled gently and handed to me

all I want before I go

I don't need pity, I've only one glass to fill

One more request, one more sweetness

What I got when I came home

was chocolate milk, chocolate milk

Don't you see that I have

everything else.



Darlin' Darlin'

Darlin' Darlin' walk with me, I hate to say goodbye.

Once you turn your back to me

I'm bound to break and cry.

It hurts to know this time tomorrow,

tomorrow you'll be gone.

And all the while I'll be wondering where,

where we went wrong.


So walk along the shoreline with me

and I promise we'll find a place where we can be.

Don't take those risks on the West Side Highway.

Darlin' Darlin' I'm beggin' you to stay.


Darlin' Darlin' dance with me,

I'm reachin' out my hand.

I know there are many things that I don't understand.

But I will listen to anything and in return

I'll let you see

all the things I was too afraid to show you about me.


So take my hand, let's dance today

and I promise we'll find a pace that feels ok.

Don't take those risks on the West Side Highway.

Darlin' Darlin' I'm beggin' you to stay.



Let Go

The days we feel that sweep us away

are whispering faintly of days passing by

We'll dream of the future, hoping for

an extension of our past

but all we'll feel are those days

that swept us away

too fast to keep them the same


So let go

Let go of your expectations

Tomorrow is too far away

to hold on to

So let go

Let go of your inhibitions

Tomorrow is too far away

to hold on to

Too far to hold on to


The bright pink moon climbs over these walls

it sings of you being gone or of me being alone

I watch the mist roll over the banks

as it would if I'd closed my eyes

but either way it feels the same


So let go

Let go of your expectations

Tomorrow is too far away

to hold on to

So let go

Let go of your inhibitions

Tomorrow is too far away

to hold on to

Too far to hold on to



One Week

At this time, I've got burdens to kick

At this time, I've gotta make somethin' of it

But who are you? Where did you come from?

How do I miss you with just one week gone?

Friday night is a comin' on

and I've no desire to be out where they are

with discontent reasons and discontent songs

How do I miss you with just one week gone?


Your smiling eyes; I'm a sucker for them

They tell me I'm crazy for doin' this again

But how is resistance a glorious thing

when I've already felt it, if that is my sin-

I'd rather know the consequences

and if I am wrong at least I've chanced it

It may not be sane or the smartest thing

but I'd rather give up, I'd rather give in


City streets and weakened knees

candle lights and rain

Would you keep from sayin' what you wanna say?

I could have wondered "how would it have gone?"

But I lived a lifetime just one week long



When Autumn Came

Well I could never pretend to be

the girl who lives up to everything

that anyone who came along

has ever dreamed a girl could be

Has dreamed,

has ever dreamed a girl could be


What got me was not at all your pose

as ruthless tough and unafraid

that got so many others before

but the crease by your eyes

your smiles make

Your eyes,

the crease by your eyes your smiles make


But I am like a leaf

that can't deny the seasons change

The girl I have come to be began to fall

when autumn came


I don't have the armor

to keep me from feelin' this way

I'd break into pieces

But I've no more time left to waste

What came before you

gives me reasons to stay

And what will come after

We have only to wait



Don't Lock the Front Door

I know it's cold out where you are

I know the snow is falling

fast on the roof of your car

but I got blankets and I got gloves

and I can make a mean fire glow

I can make it so it never stops, so


honey don't lock the front door

I'm comin' home, I'm comin home


I know I'm always on the run

It's like a game that I have played

and never really won

but I will stay here if you want me to

I could spend each and every morning

waking up next to you, so


honey don't lock the front door

I'm comin' home, I'm comin' home



Nightmares

nightmares, nightmares

watching, waiting

piano room is empty just like it ought to be

but nightmares, always haunting me

biting, biting

disappearing

i'm trying hard to grow them

like something i should keep

i think i bite them in my sleep

sleep

i don't mean to scare you

when i wake you up at night

but i am sure i could remember

if you just turn on the light

light, light

nightmares, nightmares

dancing slowly

the images familiar

but i don't know their names

the images are all the same

same

i don't mean to scare you

when i wake you up at night

but i am sure i could remember

if you just turn on the light

light, light

(if i lose my way, i have you to blame,

don't take me, nightmares)



Give Me May

I've been had again, I've been lied about

it's knocking hard on my spirit's door

So I took a bus to get away, clear my mind among

the rainy hills of Kylemore

She radiates

within her gothic walls I, I hear her sing

of love and loss

tragedy and heartbreak she overcame


So keep me strong

Keep me honest as I go along

Don't give me time, Don't give me space

Don't give me promises the world could break

Just give me May


I feel I've traveled here before

I feel I'm seeking out a home I've lost

to a ruthless game

And though I feel the aftermath

I do believe February's end

has a timeless gain

She radiates

within her gothic walls I, I hear her sing

of love and loss

tragedy and heartbreak she overcame


So keep me strong

Keep me honest as I go along

Don't give me time, Don't give me space

Don't give me promises the world could break

Keep me strong, Keep me safe

Keep me honest as I go on my way

Don't give me time, Don't give me space

Don't give me promises the world could break

Just give me May